Well, long story short, we don't have medical marijuana in my state and it is literally the best thing i have used for my anxiety depression... i mean, honestly, the marijuan helps my anxiety, my chronic back pain and my depression...but I have to have clean urine for some of my jobs, so I have decided to take the legal medical route... My biggest issue was sleeping, so my Dr. had me on seroquil and i told him i refuse to ever take it again, so he put me on trazadone to help with the depression/anxiety and to help me sleep...anyways, i am definitely one of the people who got the "suicidal thoughts" side effect off of it... i was just wondering...why is is that people like me get the suicidal thoughts off of something that is supposed to HELP your depression? I know, i could google this, but my reasons for posting instead: Currently, I stopped taking the prescriptions, so I am 100% drug/prescription/alcohol free. Straight as an arrow..and as a result I am in pain and am also a stressed out anxious fucking wreck...so I also want to ask, has anyone else here had this experience? And what did you do to deal with it? This is a thread instead of a google search so others can also share their experiences. The frustrating part? If Ohio would just legalize medical marijuana, I'd be fucking fine. It's incredibly effective as medication! So one more question: anyone here prescribed to medical marijuana? And do you mind sharing what for, and how well it works for you?