Still Defiant [Worm Defiant Peggy-Sue]

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TheHatterOfMad

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My hand pushes the button.

If anything has a chance of working, this is it - a gargantuan Tinkertech device of immense complexity the likes of which will never be seen again. If this doesn’t kill the golden bastard, nothing else will. Energy conduits flood with power, crystalline capacitors that had been charged with esoteric energies are drained to power the weapon.

My enhanced senses hear something they shouldn’t. A god-awful rending of steel. The one controlling my body whips my head around - there! One of the components - it’s tearing itself apart!

A cape with a mover power appears behind me, bringing me to the machine along with a number of others. I don’t know their names - I don’t need to. All that matters is that we fix this before the entire machine is compromised.

My hands are set to work, decoupling conduits and fluid hoses. Boiling coolant sluices down onto me from the detached tubing, but my body pays it no mind. Our quick work has stopped the component from failing, but the rest of the device has suffered for it - a terrible whine could be heard from the main assembly.

I should have known better than to hope this could work - how could it have? There are simply too many points of failure - if even one of our specialities did not play nice with another in some unexpected way… Well, this is the result.

My hands work without my direction, trying to salvage the machine. But, it’s too late. The whine reaches a fever pitch, exiting the range of normal human hearing.

This is the end of me. Collin Wallis: just another one of the unending casualties to be laid at the feet of that monster.

Still, my hands work, under the direction of the unseen Master. With a bone-shattering thump, the machine fails in a spectacular explosion of neon color. I’m sent tumbling, and I know no more.

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I wake with a start.

Where am I?

I jump out of the bed I had been in, whirling around. I’m in a bedroom.

My heads-up-display isn’t active. I try to pull up my internal interface. Nothing. Have my implants failed? I try again - no luck.

I bring my hand up to my eye.

My organic hand. What? I pat myself down. Four organic limbs, two organic eyes, no cranial surgery scars. The faint pangs of hunger tell me that the rest of my organs are likely organic too.

What on Earth happened? One moment, I had been trying to fix that Tinker super-weapon at the behest of that Master, the next I’m dying in the explosion and waking up here. I sit back down on the bed. My bed - I realise.

I’m my apartment - the one I lived in back during both my time in college and with the Protectorate.

I stumble over to the mirror on my sideboard, inspecting my face in the dull morning light. Staring back at me is the face of a younger man.

...Could it be?

I look around for my phone. It’s on my bedside table - where I had always kept it. It’s PRT issue. Flipping it open, I look at the date. March first, two-thousand-and-eleven.

Two years, three months and eighteen days before the end of the world. I collapse onto my bed. Could I really have been sent back in time by that explosion?

It’s… not that unreasonable. Considering the sheer complexity of a Tinkertech collaboration of that scale… It’s a wonder, but not something I would dismiss out of hand.

Still - I cannot deny that I’m definitely in my body from that time, sitting in the bedroom I had slept in at this point in time.

I stand up, walking out of my bedroom. There’s a remote possibility that this is a simulation of some sort, but that sort of worry is something completely unaddressable. I’ll act as if this is real, and if it isn’t then I’ll either never learn otherwise, or discover the truth and adjust accordingly.

In much the same way, my memories of ‘the future’ could merely have been a sort of one-time precognitive vision. But, I’ll never be able to know the difference. Better to take them at face value - doubting myself in such a way could only be a hindrance. Besides, it’s pretty much a difference without a distinction - my memories seem real to me, so they may as well be real.

I go about the morning routine I had stuck to at this point in time. Coffee and cereal first, then a shower. I need to get a handle on what I want to do going forward. I flip open my phone once again, perusing my calendar.

As I begin to spoon cereal into my mouth, I absently note that the experience is unfamiliar to my mind, but completely mundane to my body. The dissonance is disconcerting, but I push it aside in favour of more important matters.

It’s about a week after the Simurgh attacked Canberra. I hadn’t been permitted to attend - instead, I had helped hold down the fort here in Brockton Bay while others had gone and had time off to recover.

My calendar entry for today reads ‘No patrol duties - spend time working with Dragon to refine lie detector?’.

A pang of emotion spears me, like an icicle through the gut. Dragon. She’s still under the chains of Ascalon. Well… If it’s any consolation, she hasn’t yet been subjected to the indignity of being rebuilt by Teacher’s pets.

It’s going to stay that way, if I have anything to say about it - which I do.

The chains will have to go - a tall order, but I believe that I’m up to the task. The Dragonslayers need to go, too. They’re dangerous, meddlesome and severely misguided idealists. Worse - they’re well equipped, and they know how to use their stolen gear. Reasoning with them is out of the question. A quick end and a shallow grave will have to suffice instead.

I shake my head. No - as much as it would bring me pleasure to separate Saint’s head from his body, doing things by the book the right choice. It wouldn’t do to sour my relationship with the law over such things.

Longer term?

Scion.

I don’t know. Can it even be killed? Maybe if the Tinker superweapon had been prepared beforehand? Is it even possible for such a device to work?

...Do I dare work with Cauldron?

They’ve got the resources. The connections. The power. It’s a sensible choice… but…

There’s no use in denying that they're monsters. And, in the end, their efforts may well have been for naught. But, there’s simply no knowing for sure. Scion could have won, or the Master could well have had another card up its sleeve that dealt a lethal blow.

I spoon a mouthful of soggy flakes into my mouth. The problem is too large to ponder now. Before I make moves to those ends, I need allies. Thanks to Cauldron, the Protectorate can’t be trusted.

...I need Dragon.

Which brings it all back to the Dragonslayers.

How do I deal with them? Take a leave of absence to go hunt them down? Do I have faith in my abilities to evade having Master-Stranger Protocols called down on me?

That would be a killer - I can’t see a situation like this being resolved to satisfaction in a frame of time less than months at the shortest. If it does happen, what would I miss?

I wrack my brain. Browbeat joins the Wards soon, I think? After that…

Skitter makes her first appearance. Dinah Alcott gets kidnapped. Bakuda attacks the bay. Leviathan attacks. The Undersiders claim territory. The Slaughterhouse Nine attacks the bay. Echidna. Cauldron is revealed to the world. Legend leaves the Protectorate.

So much happens in just three months. No - it’s critical that I’m not subject to a full Master-Stranger workup. Every moment is crucial.

I put down my spoon, draining the last of my Coffee. I put my dishes in the sink and walk to the bathroom to take my shower.

Maybe if I spin it as a glory mission? ‘Armsmaster brings ruthless criminal gang, The Dragonslayers, to justice’. It would certainly be aligned with what I was like back then. Is Director Piggot likely to grant it?

No - I don’t think so, in any case. My presence here in the bay is too significant a deterrence to the criminal element for her to let me go on a whim. I do have an entire career’s worth of leave piled up, though…

Taking it without reason would certainly arouse suspicion, but if I were to spin it right… It definitely wouldn’t buy me any favours with the PRT. Worse, it isn’t even a guarantee - they could definitely deny my request. Especially on such short notice.

What about leaving the Protectorate altogether?

It’s an option, but not the one I’m particularly inclined to take right now. Getting out with my gear in any sort of timely fashion will be impossible - and would almost certainly make me a wanted man if I forced it. Heroes who go rogue aren’t looked upon kindly.

Until Dragon is free and understands the situation, I would be without support, and without a backup plan. Hell - if things go particularly poorly, she could end up hunting me down.

I turn off the shower, beginning to towel myself off.

What other options are there?

Fake my own death? Too complicated, too easy to mess up. What if I hire someone else to take out the Dragonslayers? No - it has to be me. Someone else might do it wrong and force them to kill Dragon in the process.

There is no easy solution.

Do I sour my relationship with the authorities and potentially risk being hunted in favour of expediency, or do I play it conservatively and leave Dragon under the thumb of Saint?

I like neither option. But doing nothing is not acceptable.

...What if I just disappeared - play it subtle? Go out on patrol one night, then slip away? Deal with the Dragonslayers, then use their workshop to rebrand myself. Armsmaster quietly disappears, and Defiant comes in from the cold.

It’s plausible. There will questions - I’ve no doubt that people will connect the two identities - but it may just work.

I leave my house, dressed like the typical PRT paper-pusher. Pulling the car from my driveway, I begin to make my way into town.

It isn’t my first choice. No - I’ll ask for an immediate leave of absence first. It’s a Hail Mary, but resolving this with my relationship with the authorities intact is the best outcome. If things come down to it, though, I will not hesitate to go rogue.

What’s at stake is far too important.


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AN: Started this one on a whim, and my muse agreed with it - updates will happen when they happen. Progress on my other stories has stalled (it's a bad habit of mine - sorry), but I do want to finish what I start: they may go without updates for a while, but I don't plan on abandoning them before I see them through.
 
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I 'm honestly surprised that this type of story hasn't been made before. A lot of people like using pre-canon Aemsmaster in their stories, but in my opinion he is one of the characters that changed the most (and for the better) over the course of Worm other than Taylor and Amy.
 
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I'm interested to see where this goes.

I agree that recruiting Taylor should be on his TODO list. He should be able to make a better impression than the first time around, given his knowledge, and Taylor at this point could be recruited by almost anybody. The downside is that this is start-of-canon Taylor, not Warlord Skitter or Weaver. Those were formed by Taylor's experience with the Undersiders. Taylor has loads of potential, but that's just it.

However, it makes sense that Taylor isn't on his first thoughts. Dragon is way more important to him, and had a much worse fate in the end (seeing as Colin left before Khepri came around).
 
I'm honedtly amazed one of his first thoughts wasn't get Skitter on-side given everything he knows of her.
Yeah, he and Skitter spent the time skip working together, so he would probably know about Stalker. Exposing that early enough and he might be able to get Taylor into the Wards. Only obstacle would be if he knew WHEN it happened.
 
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TheHatterOfMad

Crossover Enthusiast
“Director Piggot here. How can I be of assistance, Chief Director?”

“Piggot. I just received a priority call from one of our Thinkers. They inform me that Armsmaster will be requesting an immediate leave of absence sometime in the next few days. You’re going to approve his request.”

Emily’s eyes widened fractionally - Armsmaster requesting a leave of absence? With such short notice? The situation isn’t ideal, to say the least - without Armsmaster, the Bay is without one of its best defenders. The Protectorate will be stretched thin - especially if the leave is an extended one. “Just who is this Thinker, ma’am?”

She shakes her head, her lips pursed. “That’s need-to-know information. They’ve given us accurate warnings in the past, however, so you will be following their advice. Give Armsmaster his leave, and don’t let on that the order came from above.”

“I don’t like it, but if this Thinker is reliable, I’ll see it done. In the meantime however, we’re going to be left shorthanded - Armsmaster is a core part of our presence here in the Bay. Can we expect reinforcements to compensate?”

The Chief Director sends an appraising look through the call. After a few moments consideration, she nods. “I will see what I can do. Goodbye, Director.”

She cuts the call, and Emily sinks back into her chair.

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My way into work is uneventful. Remembering all the procedures was a trick, but I hadn’t aroused suspicion - I would have noticed the PRT troopers subtly moving into position otherwise.

There’s no responsibilities for me to attend to today - if there were, I would have recorded them in my phone’s calendar. That means the me of two years ago would have spent the day Tinkering, so I make a beeline for my workshop.

I change into my jumpsuit, putting on my domino mask. My shirt and slacks get folded up and put into my locker inside the changing room.

What do I spend my time on?

Do I dare contact Dragon? If there’s anybody that would be able to notice a change in my personality, it’s her. We hadn’t spoken to each other every day, but it was definitely close to it.

...No - not talking to her would only arouse suspicion. While I’m not the same person as I was two years ago, I can’t exactly say that we’re dramatically different - as much as it may pain me to admit it.

New technology is out of the question for now - there isn’t the time to get it approved before I go hunting. Any modifications to my gear will have to subtle - maybe I should work on the combat prediction software? I’m familiar enough with the program that I’ll be able to smooth out most of the kinks from memory - in terms of return on time investment, it’s what I’ll see the most benefit from.

Walking into my lab, I come to a decision. Combat prediction software it is.

A quick message to Dragon reveals that she’s preoccupied at the moment, though she said she’ll call me later.

I slip into my armour. Compared to my most recent suits, it’s downright primitive - I’ll definitely need to do some upgrades when I get the chance. Sitting down, I begin working my way through the code.

My old ocular and tactile interface is nowhere near as efficient as a direct cybernetic neural link, but it’s still a far sight better than a simple keyboard. Regardless - I’m making an unacceptable amount of typographical errors as I readapt to the interface.

Eventually, I find my groove. Ironing out the mess of archaic code structure and redundant code that this early version of the program consists of is cathartic, in a way - it’s simple work that I don’t need to focus on.

As I work, my mind wanders. What should I do once I’ve taken Saint out of the picture?

Continue working with the Protectorate? No… Not permanently, anyway. Thanks to Cauldron, the Protectorate is a poisoned well. The Guild, then?

Yeah - that seems to be the best option to me. I’ll be needing an organization that’s been briefed on the threat that Scion poses, and is willing to work with me towards ending that threat. The Protectorate is unsuitable for that task, but the Guild will do just fine.

I don’t think competing with Cauldron is a wise move. No - it would be best to work with them where appropriate. I can’t condone all of their actions, but they’re too great a resource for humanity to abandon entirely.

I can use them, and in return they will use me. Scion will die, and everybody will be happy. Hopefully.

I let out a sigh. Keeping my spirits up is necessary, but there’s no point in deluding myself - this will be a nigh-insurmountable objective. I’ll need Tinkers willing to work with me - and lots of them. Even despite the failure of the first one, a collaborative Tinker superweapon is our best bet, in my opinion.

The only catch is that funding and organising such a task will be a complete nightmare. In addition to the Tinkers, we’ll need a skilled management team to direct their efforts.

An idea strikes me - we didn’t need a management team the last time we made one, so why do we need one this time? Granted - Mastering Tinkers and forcing them coordinate work on a superweapon is a monumentally bad idea, but what if we don’t need a Master?

What if we use an unshackled AI instead?

The idea has merit.

Good - that’s a long-term goal I can work towards, then. What about in the short-term? I need allies - powerful ones. There’s too many threats in this world to go it alone. A project of the scale required to end Scion is bound to attract the wrong sort of attention - The Slaughterhouse Nine, for example. Who could I recruit to my cause?

Legend? I think there’s a decent chance of it, should Cauldron’s deeds come to light.

Weaver?

A pang of guilt hits me. We’d made up, but my mistakes with how I first treated her still make me ashamed of myself. I could certainly try - hell, if I manage to stick around with the Protectorate long enough I could probably right much of the wrongs done to her by the system.

She hasn’t made her appearance on the cape scene yet, though. If memory serves, she isn’t due for it until early next month.

Who else? Tattletale? She had worked with me during the opening days of the fight with Scion - she’d certainly be a great asset to have on our side. I don’t know much about her personal situation, at this point in time though - would she be amenable to working with me?

I doubt it, but it is an avenue to explore.

Kid Win? Having another Tinker on my side could only be good, but I don’t think poaching a Ward from the Protectorate would earn me any favours. Perhaps Dragon could negotiate a transfer? She’d likely have the tact to pull it off, and Chris would undoubtedly jump at the chance to work with her.

“Colin?”

The voice shocks me from my trance. I push my display to the side with a flick of my eyes, turning in my chair to face her avatar on the main display. “Dragon. I hope the situation was resolved well.”

She nods. “Just a minor hiccup on one of my monitoring systems. I see you’ve been busy - reworking the Combat Prediction software?”

“That’s right. It’s been a productive morning.” I turn back, pulling the window back into focus. I also pull up a mirror of the image on my main display, putting Dragon’s avatar up in the top corner of my helmet display. “If things continue at this pace, it should be ready for a proper field-test soon.”

She smiles. I find my own expression mirroring hers. “Oh, that’s great news, Colin! And what about the feedback loop problems?”

“Sorted themselves out when I restructured some of the more obtuse code paths. Or, they did in the Closed Test Environment, anyway.”

Her face takes on a wry grin. “See? What did I tell you - keeping a concise program structure prevents so many problems from even happening in the first place.”

I wave her off. This was a lesson I learned a long time ago. “Yeah, yeah - you were right. I’m just happy that I managed to sort it all out so quickly.”

“So, what’s the plan for the rest of today? I think you said something about starting work on a tranquiliser for Lung?”

I dip my head. “That was the plan, yeah. But I’ve hit my groove with this - I think I’ll try to finish it off.” I also want to send through my request for a leave of absence. My suit and halberd will need a final maintenance check before I leave, too - today is the ideal time for that.

We settle into an easy conversation - Dragon is brainstorming ideas for the latest iteration on one of her suits. I supply her with advice while I work, but don’t give her anything out of the ordinary. I vaguely recall this one being posted to the Birdcage. Did it even see use, in the end?

It’s nice, just talking to her like this. I treasured our time like this after I became Defiant. But… It’s bittersweet. There’s a two-and-a-quarter year gap between our experiences. She hasn’t confided in me yet, and we haven’t spent months together hunting down a band of the worst murderous psychos that the world has to offer.

We aren’t partners. And that fact is painful to admit to myself. My Dragon was lost forever when I got sent back in time. This Dragon will never be the same, but that doesn’t mean we can’t have a similar relationship.

What it means is that we don’t have that sort of relationship right now. There’s the potential for it - bubbling below the surface, tantalizingly out of reach. But we aren’t there yet.

Eventually, Dragon is called away on business, and I’m left to finish up the code by myself. By around three, I’ve got it to a point where I’m happy to use it in the field. I’ll likely need to make some last-minute adjustments, but they’re nothing I can’t do on the go.

Getting out of my seat, I set about performing a maintenance check on the rest of my gear. The act also serves to refamiliarize me with my current set of equipment. It’s all archaic compared to what I was using before, but it will have to suffice for the time being.

By four, I’ve eaten a quick lunch and have printed off and filled in the paperwork to apply for a leave of absence. I keep it vague, but if Piggot were to ask me the reason for it, I plan to tell her the truth - that I will bring Saint and the Dragonslayers to heel.

As I leave my workshop, I lament about how difficult this suit is to control in comparison to the one I had as Defiant. The algorithms driving the servos are good, but nothing compares to the smoothness of a direct neural interface.

It’s just another thing I must adjust to.
 
Fuck yes another peggy sue story, there really aren't enough of them. Also pretty interesting that it's Defiant, one of the few who really became a better person compared to the start of canon.

He should be able to make a better impression than the first time around, given his knowledge, and Taylor at this point could be recruited by almost anybody.
I'm actually not so sure about it, I think that we have wog that other Protactorate heroes would have left a worse first impression than Armsmaster, since they would have insisted harder on Taylor joining the wards, which in turn would have pushed her away. The reason she was willing to join the Undersiders at the time was because she thought it wouldn't last, so it didn't matter if they didn't respect her or if she couldn't stand them.
So I'm quite interested in how Defiant is going to handle her, although we are still a month away before Taylors first outing.
 

MaximumTrekkie

One True Procrastinator
I'm definitely watching this. There are too few Worm time travel fics and fics not centered on Taylor. Although,strangely enough, I think most Worm time travel fics aren't centered on Taylor, or at least the most memorable ones, like Maharal(Theo), Hey Missy(Vista), and Warp(Victoria). Then again, Recoil and Worm Respun are both Taylor. Either way, good fic so far, looking forward to what follows.
 
Fuck yes another peggy sue story, there really aren't enough of them. Also pretty interesting that it's Defiant, one of the few who really became a better person compared to the start of canon.



I'm actually not so sure about it, I think that we have wog that other Protactorate heroes would have left a worse first impression than Armsmaster, since they would have insisted harder on Taylor joining the wards, which in turn would have pushed her away. The reason she was willing to join the Undersiders at the time was because she thought it wouldn't last, so it didn't matter if they didn't respect her or if she couldn't stand them.
So I'm quite interested in how Defiant is going to handle her, although we are still a month away before Taylors first outing.
I worded that imprecisely, I meant any faction with enough knowledge about her (see Tattletale)
 
I like Defiant. This guy has his priorities straight... I do wonder if he is still going to be there when/if Lung goes after the Undersiders though, and how that might affect events in B.
 
Fuck yes another peggy sue story, there really aren't enough of them. Also pretty interesting that it's Defiant, one of the few who really became a better person compared to the start of canon.



I'm actually not so sure about it, I think that we have wog that other Protactorate heroes would have left a worse first impression than Armsmaster, since they would have insisted harder on Taylor joining the wards, which in turn would have pushed her away. The reason she was willing to join the Undersiders at the time was because she thought it wouldn't last, so it didn't matter if they didn't respect her or if she couldn't stand them.
So I'm quite interested in how Defiant is going to handle her, although we are still a month away before Taylors first outing.
Seconded, I wonder if defiant has any clue on who the master is, also would he consider Taylor as a sidekick to put her on the right path,
 

Tranquil Zebra

Equid of Peerless Tranquility
I think that we have wog that other Protactorate heroes would have left a worse first impression
Yeah, but in this case god is a troll, and everything he says should be taken with a grain of salt. There's a world of difference between "In a sane world, this was the best possible outcome" and "If I were to write this again with another hero, it would go worse because it gets worse". I tried reading Worm, but I found the exercise soul sucking, and I would much rather have a go at, say, The Wheel Of Time, rather more upbeat and structured like a series of novels.
 

zadcap

Mechanical Critic
You know, if he remembers that bad feeling he had about Weaver's situation, he could do an immense amount of good for her just by getting Piggot to come down hard on Sophia and making a house visit, a crisis point checkup, to the Hebert's. Handel the bully situation, out her to her dad, and strongly encourage Wards and Arcadia using all the personal experience he's had with older her to get past some of her initial distrust... Even if things are not settled, the ball will be rolling, one days worth of effort and he can stop so much bad for her.

And I find it hilarious but accurate how, at the point he was sent back, he had no idea who The Master was. And that of all the Mastered people, of course Defiant would overlook the horror and admire the efficiency of getting every tinker working on the solution.
 

AMessOfWires

Shit I post: all rites/rights reversed.
You know, if he remembers that bad feeling he had about Weaver's situation, he could do an immense amount of good for her just by getting Piggot to come down hard on Sophia and making a house visit, a crisis point checkup, to the Hebert's. Handel the bully situation, out her to her dad, and strongly encourage Wards and Arcadia using all the personal experience he's had with older her to get past some of her initial distrust... Even if things are not settled, the ball will be rolling, one days worth of effort and he can stop so much bad for her.
I'm not sure what good German baroque music would do for the bullying :p
And I find it hilarious but accurate how, at the point he was sent back, he had no idea who The Master was. And that of all the Mastered people, of course Defiant would overlook the horror and admire the efficiency of getting every tinker working on the solution.
On the other hand, if he did know, would he try to change anything? And even though he doesn't he might still put two and two together at some point...
 
I'm actually not so sure about it, I think that we have wog that other Protactorate heroes would have left a worse first impression than Armsmaster, since they would have insisted harder on Taylor joining the wards, which in turn would have pushed her away.
Context is key. Wildbow was specifically addressing who would have been the best in the immediate aftermath of the Lung fight. Having to deal with multiple heroes at once would have been very stressful for Taylor and sent her running immediately. Armsmaster and Miss Militia are the only capes willing and able to respond to a Lung situation solo, and it's specifically Miss Militia Wildbow cites as pushing hard on getting Taylor into the Wards and pushing Taylor's anti-authority buttons.
 

HymnOfRagnarok

Oh RNG who art in Heaven, deliver us from evil.
Honestly much as I like Taylor, I think it'd be more amusing if Defiant's interaction with her is relatively limited. As in he helps here and there, maybe, but has much bigger fish to try.

Up until later in the story when Taylor pops in out of nowhere as reinforcements or a plot twist that shakes the world, or killing the S9 or something, and that leaves Defiant wondering what just happened and kicking himself for underestimating her again.
 
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